From the life inside me

I had an urge to end it all
one mistake led to this fall
one night I was drunk
and I ended up in his trunk.

Little did I know
a night I barely remembered
took away my virginity
would have me shunned.

I was afraid it would show
a growing belly as time would go
I’d have no face to face
a mistake would decide my fate.

I threw the two lines in the thrash
I took a rope, looped it, I had
to end myself before the misery began
I decided to end my life, while I can.

But then a voice whispered
cried and said not
I looked around flustered
to find the origin of the sound.

Then my belly jiggled
I looked upon it and sighed
A little life inside me wanted to live
it wanted to come outside.

I shoved the stool
sat down to contemplate
I couldn’t take my life
while another breathed inside.